today do not have to go sch!! yay but have sch tomorrow...sad...i really dont like maths lesson!! so stressed! dont like dont like DONT LIKE! today woke up at 9am then read fan fic on psp till 1pm...its a 50+ chap one..i managed to finish it and cried at the end... then ate lunch/breakfast and start to study but till 3 or 4pm, i got distracted and stopped doing my notes for ss and did a very little bit of maths then used comp...(i think i will be dead tomorrow..) so end of the story is that i did not do any homework...not maths not POA. then at 6, went out for dinner then came back home and watched concert.... then in between, my mind kept on thinking,

THIS YEAR IS O LEVELS YEAR AND I AM HAVING HOLIDAY MOOD AND SLACKING
AWAY!!

So dead....how? i just cant concetrate!! help me!! I dont want things to be like my PSLE! i dont want to waste a year! i want to go poly, i want to smile when i get my results and not cry like hell just like when i saw NT on my PSLE results!!!



BTW, my fan fic just moved.... http://www.asianfanfics.com/index.php/story/view/1398/kiddy-love-ftisland



everyday i go to school thinking 'will i survive today without getting scolded? will i get to understand? will i be able to stay awake? will i get disapointed by my results? will i be able i go through O levels?' i dont know...i think i am kind of loss now..... school is getting more scary for me...i go to school with lots of energy but goes home like a zombie...so tired till i feel like throwing all my homeworks away and get some sleep....